Hey I got a gift. Someone travelled and bought me a dress, kind of sha. Its really cool and i’ll take some cool pics and put it up soon, the simplest things make me happy. Of course its always easier when I am already content in God, then I am happy whether I have the things or not.
Well, I want to take a trip down memory lane:
I have this habit of thinking in my head, a lot of melancholies have it. Melancholies are like gifted people and other stuff. click here to know. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_temperaments. It will teach you all you need to know.
My pastor keeps correcting me that there is nothing such as melancholy, that you can be anything you need to be for God. I believe it, because I am no longer all melancholy, I have got a hang of some weakeness for e.g, for the moodiness, I just stay thank you God a lot and stay the need to complain and gripe about everything that everyone else is doing wrong.
So on this day, I was not acting much like a new creation, I was pretty irritated, and was like “Let’s go the room, I am hungry” It was remaining to stamp my foot on the ground just so that I can get my own way.
My sis, on the other hand is the opposite of me, she was like, “No I want to say hi to my friends“
Her constant desire to say hi to friends irritates the hell out of me, I don’t the social thingy except it is to achieve a purpose, then I put on my game face and a congenial look and get to it.
Well on this particular day, some nigress annoyed the heck out of me and I was ready to start mouthing off, I was prepared to turn into a howling black american lady till I got what I wanted.
I always say, I don’t do bulls**t.
It is a euphemism for, “I am about to beat you at the game of being fleshy, let’s see who can do fleshly best” and I daresay that I can beat anyone hands down at that game cos I have got the guts and the vocabulary for it but not the muscle in case a fight breaks out. But hey that is the reason why I can run 400 meters and not get tired. I used to run 800 meters in secondary school. Too bad I never competed, my mom never let us stay for the extra curricular activities at school, it was such a pain!
What is the long and short of this post? I want to be able to keep my flesh under and to walk in the Spirit, that is awesome benefits attached to walking in the Spirit, if it is just the crazy communication with the Holy Ghost, it is more than enough. Holy Spirit, I want that communion, help me O God!
That’s that! Imma continue!